I have spent the last few days wondering how I would compose this post... because in the stark black and white of words, what I would say about the race itself is largely negative, yet it was not a negative experience.
In a nutshell, we all agreed: Are we glad we did it? Yes. Would we do it again? Absolutely not.
When we found out we'd won the lottery to get into this race we were ecstatic, and I think that is part of the lure and appeal of this race. Let's face it, anything exclusive is just that much more appealing, and knowing you've "won" your way in adds to the experience. I had said I didn't want to do another fall marathon last year but we cast our lot in for this race, and had to align other "standby" races just in case. And then we got in. And we trained ... during the hottest summer in Tampa Bay's history. As we trained in this sticky heat (and got strangely acclimated) our mantra was: It will feel SO good to run in San Francisco in October!! We were training in the worst to be ready for the best.
About three weeks ago my usual plantar fasciitis was eclipsed by another pain in the same foot, this time on top. I feared a stress fracture, but wasn't willing to address it until after this marathon. A lot of expense in terms of time, money, sweat and tears had gone into getting to this transcontinental race, and if the result of running it injured was I had to sit out the rest of the winter racing season due to further injury well, then, so be it. It was a chance I was willing to take. Even still, I took several days off about two weeks out. I returned to running pain free, but then mysteriously last Wednesday the site swelled up to twice its size. I didn't know what to expect.
Early Friday morning my running partners and I met in the dark as we have so many mornings, and headed west. I was so preoccupied with the effort to get 6 people ready to go in two different directions (Chuck with me, and the kids with their grandparents) that I hadn't had a chance to really think about why I was going.
We arrived in the city and pretty immediately saw the "expotique". It was a custom made tent covering a park in Union Square. Chuck and I settled into our hotel and then met Carin and Jenny at the "expotique". It was such a disappointment. We knew to be underwhelmed but this was far less than even that. Getting our bibs and information was confusing, and the volunteers were unhelpful (not their fault, just lack of information passed down to them). There were no vendors except sponsors and a small counter offering "runner essentials" - a small selection of gels, shot blocks, etc. Thank goodness I had remembered and packed all I'd need; unlike other races where forgotten items could easily be replaced, you were limited to your usual mass-merchandise-type stuff and even that selection was limited. Race souvenirs could be purchased across the street at Nike Town, and here they did not disappoint; they had everything from arm warmers to shorts to NWM running shoes.
Chuck had never been to San Fran so on Saturday while Jenny and Carin laid low as they should, he and I headed out to explore. At one point we found ourselves climbing a very steep hill to Lombard Street - duh. I don't think I ever fully wrapped my head around the fact that YES, I was running a marathon the next day. It didn't truly hit me until I laid out all of my stuff before bed that night and realized that when I woke up, it was happening. One more quick sleep until 26.2. I was NOT ready.
The good thing about a West Coast race is that though the clocks in the city all said 7 at the start, my clock said 10. Carin, Jenny and I were bright-eyed and ready when we met for the start the next morning. It was chilly, but we were insulated by the buildings. We took off our top layers and prepared for 55-degree weather. Following the runner's rule with the 30 degree difference, 55 + 30 would equal 85 comfortable degrees for running.
Carin and I lined up with the 4:15 pacer and got to know her a bit. I asked about her strategy and she said she was going to take it easier on the hills and make it up on the down side. And then we were off.
The corrals were self-seeding, and that is always a mistake. Not many are brutally honest with themselves - never mind a race corral filled with running buddies - about what they are truly capable of. As a result, we had many a walker and trotter ahead of us, many trudging along three and four abreast. Trying to get around these slower ladies was daunting, especially on the craggy old streets of San Francisco. It was frustrating to try to follow that 4:15 lollypop, and doing so required too much inconsistent running. In addition, runner etiquette was all but non-existent. Runners were falling, tripping over each other, darting around and in front of each other, suddenly slowing or stopping ... it was treacherous and frustrating and exhausting.
At mile 4 we climbed a hill to Ghiradelli Square. In that most of our "hill training" had been on the bridges of Clearwater Beach, Carin and I jokingly declared that hill the Sand Key Bridge - as steep as the bridge but shorter. *high five*, this ain't so bad!
Descending this hill, our pacer started to make up time, as promised. There was also a water stop. After a quick debate with myself, I decided to grab some water on the steep downhill, and made a quick right to double-back. In doing so, I rolled the ankle of the "good" foot... and it hurt something fierce. Momentarily I freaked - was THIS it? Did I come all the way to San Francisco to run four flipping miles of the Nike Women's Marathon? A quick assessment and I decided I could go on ... and I needed to hurry because that 4:15 stick was scurrying down the rest of the hill pretty damn fast.
I ran my heart out until I caught up to Carin, who was calling my name as I approached the pace team. One hill down and ... OMG. What is that up ahead? As if reading my mind Carin said, "I've done that hill, it's okay. We'll be okay!"
At mile 6 we approached that hill. I started running up it, but I was scared. I still had 20 miles to go and this hill was no joke, and I knew from studying the course elevation map that it was going to be a full mile of uphill. I had been thinking gradual uphill, this was not gradual. This was steep and steady with no top in sight. This was a mountain. I switched to walking, and decided I was going to be a-okay with walking any and all hills if it meant I got in one piece from start to finish. The 4:15 lollypop was beyond my scope, and the 4:20 hustled by as well...
A spectator congratulated us at the top. My constant pollyanna stance about hills, "It's only HALF the hill you need to worry about, going up! The down part is the reward!" bit me square in the butt. DOWN can suck just as bad as up, I am now here to tell you. I had visions of falling on my rear end, and wondered if I still got the Tiffany necklace if I slid a quarter mile of the race.
After a series of daunting hill-mountains, I mentioned that I thought the worst was over. Another runner said, "Oh no, there is a killer hill at mile 9." "Worse than what we've done?" "Oh, absolutely." I said, "But then we are done." She said, "Yes, then the worst is over..." as she caught a look at my bib. "Oh. Wait. You are doing the full? Nevermind."
At Mile 10 I saw Chuck, and ran straight his warm arms, which were opened wide to greet me. He let me know my running partners were okay and said he'd see me at 16. SIXTEEN. That felt like forever away at the time but actually went very quickly. Miles 11 and 12 seemed to last the longest mainly because I was ready for the half marathoners to GO AWAY. I was ready to reclaim some road space and peace and quiet.
Apparently it started to rain at mile 12. I didn't realize it until mile 17.
The part I was dreading the most - miles 18-24, ended up being very pleasant. The course was similar to Nashville, in that you could see mile markers in the 20s just as you were ending the teens, something that was very demoralizing for me in that race. This time it was actually fun to watch the other participants run strong races and try to figure out what their times might be. I always marvel at strong runners and how they make it look so easy and comfortable.
The course looped around a lake at a slight incline. At about mile 23, I decided I was bored and ready to get this over with. Never once did I recognize the fact that it was pouring rain and that the temperature had dropped significantly.
Miles 24 to finish were on a slight downward slope. We finished onto a red carpet lined with the promised tuxedo'ed firemen holding silver platters stacked with the Tiffany blue boxes tied in white ribbon. The finish was NOT a letdown and just as Nike had promised. I was reeling a little bit about how both very difficult and very easy that run had been. It hardly felt like I'd finished a marathon, mileage-wise, but I was stunned by the difficulty of the course.
I stood on the red carpet for a bit hoping to see Jenny or Carin, and then suddenly my "good" foot - the one with that I had rolled - seized up in white-hot pain. I tried to breathe through it but suddenly it overwhelmed me and before I knew it I was sobbing from the pain. That pissed me off because I don't cry from pain, and I just couldn't stop. Chuck was in a quandary, trying to help me but also worried about Jenny, who'd run an impressive 3:43 BQ time (again!) and was searching for warmth in any form, even in the form of one of Nike's overpriced NWM sweatshirts. We also couldn't find Carin. Things were deteriorating pretty quickly, and we were getting a little bit frantic. Somehow I hobbled to the med tent for some Tylenol and ice, so I could make the trek back into the city. Chuck got me seated and went back to find Jenny and Carin. They had run out of mylar "space blankets" at the finish line, but had them in the med tent, so I asked for one. One of the volunteers handed me one, and before I knew it, two RNs were kneeling beside me, asking me if I was cold, or wet. Cold for sure, but wet I could not say. One of the nurses told me I was going to need to change, quick, because I was getting close to hypothermia. I responded, "I am from Florida" and she said, "and I am from California" as though talking to a stupid person, LOL. I said, "NO! I am just trying to say, I am from FL so this is pretty cool for me." She said, "Honey, it's not THAT cold." Within 5 minutes I was in a long sleeve dry shirt, wrapped in a red cross blanket and the teeth chattering stopped. 10 minutes later I was as good as new, from head to toe. Jenny was also treated for the same - and she and I agreed that the Red Cross would be receiving a nice donation from each of us. We were treated so efficiently and so wonderfully that we are contemplating a visit to the med tent after every race for some pampering ... just kidding. Seriously, what could have been a terrible experience was replaced by the professionalism and attentiveness of an incredible medical response team.
Thank goodness the three of us reconvened in good shape because once we left the "finish village" we had to trudge back UP a hill about a quarter of a mile to stand in line to catch a bus back to the starting line. After about an hour, we were finally snuggled in on the warm bus for our half-hour ride back into the city. Our driver couldn't make it to our designated drop-off, so he just let us off on a random corner, LOL. Carin and Jenny went one way, and Chuck and I went another. I am sure I was a sight to behold. I had taken my shoes off when my foot was hurting so bad and could not put them back on, so I was in socks, wet and shivering, wrapped in a Red Cross blanket, trudging through downtown San Francisco in the rain. If I'd had a bucket, I'm sure I would have collected a lot of money for my seemingly poor and wretched self.
My composition teachers would want me to wrap up this blog entry with a summary. The summary will just reiterate the introduction ... I don't know what to say about this race! If I had to boil it down to the expo and the race itself, I would say that this race was a disappointment with respect to the promise versus the delivery. If I had had any clue what I was going to be facing in those 26.2 miles I probably would have been crying at the start as well as the finish. But what's strange about that is that overall I'd say the experience was a very positive and uplifting one and I am not at all sorry I did it. It's hard not to be positive ... one friend finished her very first marathon beautifully on a harsh, cold and windy course while another laid down another Boston Qualifier. But for me, the biggest indicator that overall this was a great weekend is that I flew out to California expecting to run my last marathon, and flew home to Florida contemplating my next one. As for that, the only sure thing I know is that it will be a FLAT marathon course!